kelly | March 24, 2011
Spending time in train stations and crowded convention halls last weekend, I’ve seen the “hive mind” of what’s left of our animal instinct kick in. One person gets up without provocation to stand in line. Then 3, then virtually everyone. Those who stay behind start to panic that they’ve missed something. Masses of [...]
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Tags: end times, hive mind, panic, revelation, tl4t, to long for twitter
kelly | January 4, 2011
2010 is officially over now. I’ve been meaning to talk to you about it for months, but life got in the way. It’ll be a bit more concise now. Lucky you.
If the second half of 2010 had a theme, it was Challenge is the New Black. A couple of months ago something snapped and [...]
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Tags: 2011, change, family, food, frustration, goals, journeys, list, reflection, work
kelly | July 11, 2010
I’ve learned a lot since waking up Saturday morning in excruciating abdominal pain.
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Tags: breastfeeding, emergency room, gallbladder, pain
kelly | April 12, 2010
Considering I didn’t even muster the weekly checkup posts past week 3, it should come as no surprise that I’ve failed, at least in the traditional sense, to give up “not writing” for Lent. When you get right down to it, I wrote probably half the days, maybe less, and the closer it got [...]
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Tags: easter, lent, murmur, organization, process
kelly | March 15, 2010
In the middle of the night Saturday night/Sunday morning there was a very loud boom outside. And then nothing. It was odd. Usually if there’s a crash of some sort, there are residual sounds. People yelling, debris falling, trucks backing up from whatever they crashed into, etc etc. I don’t want [...]
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Tags: bada big booms, breakin, crime rate, frustration, reflection
kelly | March 11, 2010
So…yeah. Last week was a doozy. I’m tired of making excuses and all, but man. it sucked. I thought I was going to have all these opportunities to write and get caught up, but as the week went by (and I fell and I recovered and I felt better and I took [...]
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Tags: frustration, lent, updates, writing
kelly | March 4, 2010
Well, crap.
It turns out that I’m much better suited to giving something up than adding something in. I can handle the “withdrawal” issues of giving up chocolate or internet, or soda (not caffeine mind you, with true withdrawal issues) much easier than forcing myself to spend 30 minutes each day writing. [...]
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Tags: frustration, lent, shoulder-checking
kelly | February 24, 2010
“It wasn’t my fault,” I’d say to St. Peter if he called me on how well I did this first week.
“I was in Vegas for the first few days. I tried, but there was so much–”
“Sin?” he’d ask with one eyebrow arched as he jotted a note down with his quill on [...]
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Tags: fictional constructs, lent, status report, vegas
kelly | February 17, 2010
There are lots of things I could go without for a while. A few weeks ago I realized that I’d let the Internet take hold of me and considered another 40 day purge. This produced a surprising reaction in a few friends who reminded me that at the end of it I was [...]
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Tags: lent, pledge, writing
kelly | January 11, 2010
I’m in a foul mood because I’m filled the the sense that something needs to drastically change. And I hate change, so I try to dig in my heels to avoid it until there’s so much “stuff” in the way (mentally and physically) that a pre-change outburst is immanent.
Fine. Call it a temper-tantrum. [...]
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Tags: melodrama