louder please

speak up, i can't hear you

i don’t ever have to go back there

i think if i say it enough it will finally sink in, but i’ve been saying it so often since i left yesterday at 4:30 that it’s practically a mantra. i had a brief moment of clarity last night, that almost brought me to my knees, but it faded.

i don’t ever have to go back there.

…still not sinking in…

i wonder how much i’ll end up repressing? i wonder how much i have already.

i don’t ever have to go back there.

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  • http://louderplease.com kelly

    i don’t ever have to go back there

  • http://www.jimski.net Jimski

    What about going back there? Do you have to do that?

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