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i confess

kelly | May 29, 2006

…i saw the latest x-men movie…
…and i liked it.
i’m sure it was as bad/lame as everyone’s saying. i have vague memories of wincing/groaning at many of the “lines” and actively stopping myself from overthinking some things.
and that’s fine.
there’s just something about x-men movies that leaves me bouncing in my seat saying “next!” and this [...]

i am

kelly | May 28, 2006

old
ryan claims he hears a “siren going up and down.” i hear white noise and a couple of people talking.

good sign

kelly | May 26, 2006

when i realized that monday was a holiday i thought, “you mean i don’t get to come back until tuesday?”

feels like a field trip

kelly | May 22, 2006

for reasons not thoroughly articulated until i was walking out the door, day 1 of the new job felt like a field trip. i can’t really even elaborate on what that feels like, just that’s how i felt all day. the reasons, identified at the end of the “trip” are that 1) i [...]

the one change i do not fear

kelly | May 18, 2006

i can’t explain it, but cutting/dying my hair does not frighten me. other normal, rational human beings who don’t have the paralyzing fear of any sort of change i have, will balk at walking into a salon and saying to a complete stranger “cut it off. cut it all off.”
i do not.
i [...]

i don’t ever have to go back there

kelly | May 18, 2006

i think if i say it enough it will finally sink in, but i’ve been saying it so often since i left yesterday at 4:30 that it’s practically a mantra. i had a brief moment of clarity last night, that almost brought me to my knees, but it faded.
i don’t ever have to [...]

one more day

kelly | May 16, 2006

8ish hours to go at work, starting in about 8ish hours. i want them to be overwith. i want to be done, and because of that, i can’t sleep. it’s like my insomnia before flying, only have no packing or planning to do in the waning hours to keep me busy.
i also have sneaky [...]

you should be reading this blog

kelly | May 15, 2006

i think the reason why i like jesus’ favorite so much is because when she started writing (on a dare from her uber-geek friends), she sounded like me, only with actual talent.  she wrote mostly about what geeks all her friends were, and even though she was mocking you could read the love underneath…or at [...]

how to make procrastination work for you

kelly | May 12, 2006

i have one thing that i want/needed to do over my 2 day vacation. i have not done it yet, and my vacation is about 3 hours away from being “over” because ryan will be home from work.
it’s a relatively simple thing. i have an absurd amount of clothes i either don’t wear, [...]

cats are no longer in their bags

kelly | May 11, 2006

alright, so news has been fairly well spread around the people who need to know before i start yelling it from the mountaintops, so um…yeah.
I HAVE A NEW JOB!!!!
here’s how it went down:
(backstory: infuz is jason’s company. angela is project management. angela and i have had a few conversations over the last 4 – [...]